To see your son

I can only imagine how alone you feel in trying to see your son. Why is the lack of a car stopping you? Can you not use public transport to go see him or get a friend to drive you? Surely there must be some arrangements you can make without depending on your ex-wife. If you have not yet found a support group for single dads, maybe you can check with your local social service agency or crisis center who may be able to point you in the right direction. Have you tried to make arrangements with your ex so that you can take your son for alternate weekends or something like that. Are you legally seperated? If so, you can make official visitation arrangements with the courts to make sure that you get to see him. Sounds like you are giving up way too easily. He is only 11 months old now and it might not have much impact on him this early in life, but as he get to be older, he is going to need you and your absence will have more of an impact.

Hugs,
Marilyn