I'm lost in a sea of problems

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Data Transporter Moderated by: Find Angel	Sunday February 12 2006 05:50:30 pm I'm lost in a sea of problems Detail Description: My life has not been easy, and I know god should't give me more than I can bear, but I'm at a breaking point. To sum it up my life is hard, people who know me say I am strong and they admire my strength, but I am tired of being strong. I am 25 and I have two ill parents, a bi-polar husband who is always angry, 3 little girls 5,4 and 2 the little one is developmentaly delayed. and a part-time job I don't know what to do at this point, I just want to get in my car and never come back to all this stress. I have no one to help me, I went to counciling but it doesn't help. I work but the cost of living is so high we are always in debt, and it is not credit, it is daily living expenses like lights or the phone or gas. everyt ime I think we are about to get caught up, something bad happens, it seems like every desicion I make is wrong. I try to be optimistic but the truth is I can't pretend it will all work out. I try to do the smart thing I analyze my thoughts and try to figure out what to do, but I always end up with a wildcard that messes up everything.So I am here in my life and I feel so lonly and scared of what will happen to me and my girls. I just want a normal life, a house a good job a friend. I feel like I'm 35 not 25.Please pray for me. I wish I could have a few months when everything seems ok. when I am not constantly trying to solve a million problems. I need an Angel to tell god I am at my breaking point. <br /> I try to remember everything happens for a reason.<br /> XXXXX at yahoo.com Worst-Case Scenario: Possible Options: What I have tried: Update - Latest Status, Additional Information: ------------------------------- Data Transport Angel - From Old Find Angel Web Site to New Find Angel Web Site

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My life has not been easy, and I know god should't give me more than I can bear, but I'm at a breaking point. To sum it up my life is hard, people who know me say I am strong and they admire my strength, but I am tired of being strong. I am 25 and I have two ill parents, a bi-polar husband who is always angry, 3 little girls 5,4 and 2 the little one is developmentaly delayed. and a part-time job I don't know what to do at this point, I just want to get in my car and never come back to all this stress. I have no one to help me, I went to counciling but it doesn't help. I work but the cost of living is so high we are always in debt, and it is not credit, it is daily living expenses like lights or the phone or gas. everyt ime I think we are about to get caught up, something bad happens, it seems like every desicion I make is wrong. I try to be optimistic but the truth is I can't pretend it will all work out. I try to do the smart thing I analyze my thoughts and try to figure out what to do, but I always end up with a wildcard that messes up everything.So I am here in my life and I feel so lonly and scared of what will happen to me and my girls. I just want a normal life, a house a good job a friend. I feel like I'm 35 not 25.Please pray for me.

I wish I could have a few months when everything seems ok. when I am not constantly trying to solve a million problems. I need an Angel to tell god I am at my breaking point. <br />

I try to remember everything happens for a reason.<br />
XXXXX at yahoo.com

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I'm lost in a sea of problems

I'm lost in a sea of problems

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